This is as good a picture I could get, although if you follow my main blog you know what my face looks like but this was not very easy to take and when my hair isn’t out or I’m not wearing a wig. I don’t really feel that comfortable so I wore a monster scoodie. This the pretty much 15 years of negativity from others as well as myself. It may not seem as bad as others, and it may not look like self-harm, but over eating and not taking care of one’s self is a form of self harm. I want to let go of all that negativity and feel beautiful without the use of a hat or makeup or clothes, they just things I enjoy as temporary modifications. I want to one day wake up and feel like there’s nothing wrong with my appearance, be complete. I want this photo to serve as something to look back on when I’ve reached my goal. I won’t stop until I do. 
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